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Home -Click Image To Visit SiteI vividly remember enjoying a romantic dinner with my wonderful boyfriend Jason, gazing into each other`s eyes through the dancing flame of the candle on the table…

My mind instantly went blurry… And my heart began to beat like a double bass drum, thumping out of my chest…

After what seemed like eternity, but was probably just a few seconds… I finally uttered in desperation: “Have you already made your decision?”

I froze up in deep thought… What could I do, he has already made his mind up!! I didn`t deserve this!!!

I was sure that deep down he loves me. But I did not understand why he decided to pursue his own dreams instead of the dreams we had talked about and planned together…

But… I neither wanted to leave my sick mother at home and join him, nor let him be alone in Paris and risk him being seduced by another woman.

I couldn`t! I was happy enjoying a comfortable life and I didn`t want to give up my job, my family and friends… Anyway he hadn`t even invited me….

It was heartbreaking to think of all the effort I had put into our relationship for it to end like this…

I spent that night alone in my cold bed crying into my pillow with a storm of thoughts howling through my mind just thinking about losing Jason.

I imagined, Jason, hanging out with other beautiful and charming French women, flirting with them and worst of all, finding someone else.

A year ago when I first met him at work, I knew almost instantly that he was my dream man. That we were destined to be together, get married and start a family…

I was expecting Jason to commit to us long term… Read more…

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